self portrait
Texture= the texture is gold. This symbolizes how I never feel good enough as a daughter, sister, and friends. Black and white= I included this in the photograph to symbolize again not being good enough. Confusion= The expression on my face represents my not understanding of why I feel this way or if I am this way. Person behind door= The person is used in this way to represent my OCD and what my mind thinks of when I check behind the door, in my closet, or check if the door is locked. Black and white= This gives the photo eeriness which symbolizes the feeling I get when I have a feeling that I have to check something. Black and white= this symbolizes sadness and feeling trapped by my anxiety. Shadow= this symbolizes my anxiety my self and how it's always trying to ruin my life by saying "what if'" to everything. Note: Most of my anxiety is under control now but this is what it felt like and when it comes back this is what it feels like.
